house of dreams

house of dreams

full house of dreams

full house of dreams
this is what i want..full house of dreams..i want all people that i met in this world to be part of this full house of dreams..by doing that, i will not forget those who always be with me, cry with me, laugh with me and also those who always hurt me..for those who had made me happy, thank u so much for being such a nice person..and for those who had hurt me, thank u because u teach me the reality of living in this world..THANKS A LOT!!!

i will not regret anything that happened in my life..all such experienced, of course, i will keep them in this full house of dreams..later on,when i already become an old lady, i will come and visit this full house of dreams..and i will remember each person that had come into my life...

Thursday, December 31, 2009

campur aduk.

this year come to an end.!
ak x de rasa excited pon utk celebrate new year nie. dulu selalu gak g countdown new year ramai2. tp thn nie serious ak rsa malas sgt nk g tmpt crowded cm 2. padahal dulu tmpt cm 2 la ak selalu pegi. dulu ak ikot perangai mak ak yg suka g tempat crowded. n skrg ak ikot perangai abah yg mmg x suka tempat yg mcm nie.! tp dsbb kn kitaorg, kekadang abah terpaksa gak pekakkan telinga n butakan mata utk pergi ke tmpt yg mcmnie. maybe ak da beransur dewasa n sbb 2 la ak da x suka keluar g tmpt yg rmai. even konsert pon ak da x suka g skrg. dulu,pantang ada.! msti ak g. kt lgkawi of course mak ak la teman. haha.

skrg ak sgt2 rindu my family. abg ak balik celebrate new year kt umah. jelez gila..! sbb 2 skrg ak sedih n x tenang. nk balik umah jgk. nk jumpa mak. nk jumpa abah. nk jumpa abg. nk jumpa anak kucing kembar.! nk jumpa smua.! =((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((
tp pape hal pon ak kna tabah. dulu wak2 sek men ak x penah agak ak akn berjauhan( sgt jauh) dgn mak abah. x pernah terpikir pon.! tmbh2 ak je ank pompuan. lg la x nak pisah ngn family.tp dah dpt tawaran xkn ak nk tolak. asasi uitm 2 la kali pertama ak berdikari sendiri.! first day ak smapai, ya ALLAH.! tuhan sj yg tau. x de sesapa yg dpt faham kesedihan time 2. tp ALLAH itu maha adil . alhamdulillah ak x sangka ak mampu berdikari sendiri kt tmpat yg jauh cmnie. sejak ari 2 ak sntiasa bersyukur sbb DIA sentiasa kuatkan ak. ak x penah pon rsa keseorgan. DIA temukan ak dgn kawan2 yg sgt baik.! DIA xpernah dtgkn ujian yg ak x leh tanggung. !MASYALLAH.!betapa penyanyangnye DIA kpd hambanya.

skrg dah hmapir 3 thn ak kt ukm nie. perjalanan masih pjg. ada ketika ak rsa cm nk stop n blik je umah. dduk je ngn parents. tp bila dipikir balik x smua org dpt peluang mcm ak. knapa ak nk siakan. ak yakin ALLAH ad sebab sndiri knapa dia letakkn ak kt cni.! kt tmpt ni! jauh dr family.!smua ad SEBAB. dan ak msti la trima smua takdir nie dgn tangan yg terbuka.

tepat pukul 12 nie, 2009 akn berlalu pergi n 2010 akn menjelma. ak perlu kuatkan azam diri.!
smoga thun 2010 nie lebih mndtgkn kebaikan dr keburukan. smoga ak mnjdi insan yg lebih matang dlm mgharungi cabaran2 yg mndtg.

p/s: thanks kpd kengkawan yg mmg bnyk memban2 diri ak kt cnie. ak x kuat n sgt lemah. sbb 2 salah satu sbb ak msuk suksis: mmg ak nk kuatkan jati diri..! dan skrg mmg ak rsa ak kuat. dah x mcm dulu. dulu air mata 2 mmg mudah sgt mgalir.! skrg, nope.! kekadang aje. thanks u guys!

YOU RAISE ME UP

WHEN I AM DOWN AND OH MY SOUL, SO WEARY
WHEN TROUBLES COME AND MY HEART BURDENED BE,
THEN I AM STILL AND WAIT HERE IN THE SILENCE
UNTIL U COME AND SIT AWHILE WITH ME

U RAISE ME UP SO I CAN STAND ON MOUNTAIN
U RAISE ME UP TO WALK ON STORMY SEAS
I AM STRONG WHEN I AM IN UR SHOULDERS
U RAISE ME UP TO MORE THAT I CAN BE

KHAS UNTUK: MAK DAN ABAH
TERIMA KASIH MAK DAN ABAH!!
LOVE U FOREVER!!